Surrounded by people, I hear their voices they are all talking to me… they all make so many noises I am still in this world which has always felt like another dimension, I talk, smile and laugh with them… doing…

I can’t feel your touch… I know I love you, and I couldn’t live without… without the sight of your silhouette, without the smell of your caress, This lack of sensation… these monsters in my head.

Daddy is gone! That’s what the song reminds me all the time, even though my mother suffered I still wish I could remember you dad. Scared at nightfall… It tells me to turn the light on My sisters and my…

Apenas si te recuerdo y este llanto es incontrolable, por qué es tanto mi desconsuelo? y el vacío que dejaste, tan grande pero si apenas te recuerdo… tu sonrisa es muy dispersa y tu mirada vacía, no tengo ningún anhelo……

I still ruminate about you Specially in days like this one when I silently watch how others hug their man, whom raised them whom gave them a last name whom taught them how to be a good girl and whom…

Se me acabaron los versos creo que jamás volveré a escribir sin embargo la tristeza persiste cuando mi mente se inunda de tí A prisa me adueño de la pluma no quiero que se me escapen esos versos… que jamás…

I am still fearful of the judgements I don’t know how to share about myself I can’t show you my emotions… I can’t risk being hurt again, this is unbelievable… I am back in my hiding place. Marie